Here am I hiding emotions with a smile on my face,
I don’t want anyone in my space.
This bird creeps in the morning
to wake me up from a bad dream.
I crave you even when you overlook my feelings.
I don’t believe that you loved me once,
Even when you’ll convey it standing in front of me.
I left you as I was deadly to you,
Seeing you deal with it, is hazardous to my soul.
You held me and I thought it would be forever,
But you are over it, and I am not the same.
The worst things happen, when you are alright,
I lose my temper and at times I want you back.
See that rainbow in my sky, is still hiding
Not happy but I am smiling.
Just don’t come back to my dwelling,
As I don’t believe in love anymore.