The only thing that I hate feeling is feeling unwanted. The desire that I crave of needing me is so important for me. I want them to have me when they feel I am lacking from their realm. It’s okay to expect things from people to whom you are gifting yourself. You don’t find someone in a place where you expect them to be hidden, you don’t find them on the balcony of a restaurant sipping coffee and wearing denim, wishing for you while you walk through the door.
No, your entering from a door isn’t when you find your soulmate. You find them while crossing the street, looking all messed up and still trying to figure out the path. You find them in a place where there exists no amenity but usual. A person who genuinely cares for you shows how beautiful your world can be, how wanted you are, how beautiful you make the world.
They show you your worth in amazing ways. As a Gardner knows how beautiful the rose is, even when they think it will perish someday. You don’t have to show your goodness or prove yourself to somebody whom you call a lover.