These days I am living are so unrealistic to me,
stuck in his mind, I was hiding from him.
Unapologetic for the further mistakes,
as I have given enough.
How can I find no affection within myself?
There are happenings I couldn’t control in my life,
his love was unreal, unlike the promises he said he meant.
I don’t want to define love, as it means nothing,
in my sky there exist no bird still breathing.
They brag about their lovers, they say it’s infinite love,
I have stars in my sky still not twinkling, left unloved.